I feel my first self-critical failure; it has been over a week since my last post, how time does pass us by. I take it as a lesson and a caution. I have decided that I like doing these journals, and the clarity they bring.
Today I am having an especially hard time. I am having trouble achieving said clarity, I think my sleep has been affected by these last four or five days (bachelor party, lots of drinking compared to my average). Deciding what I have to do next, figuring out my priorities, setting down what needs to be done… It’s all a confusing challenge at the moment, I sit down like I am right now, writing this and I can’t focus. I’m on my second cup of coffee today, that’s restrained for me. I don’t know what exactly is going on, but I’m going to complete the day’s tasks thoughtlessly like a drone and come at it again tomorrow, hopefully with a more or less oriented mindset.
I have to draw now.